Weve been fooled, the asians are ahead of us!

[AlexKid]

felt sorry for me?

[AlexKid]

vicky is obsessed, so its a mix of help from the blokes help from the women and obsession from the some of the women

[AlexKid]

I guess it still works I know the hurt is meant to help but it still hurts none the elss so harder to implement now but not impossible

[AlexKid]

error, unknown command, too much social difficulty, what am I supposed to feel?

My autistic brain cant handle the complexity of all the emotions

[AlexKid]

I feel nothing

[AlexKid]

I feel James the Tank Engine is about to derail any moment now

[AlexKid]

Normally ud cry at this point but all the abuse makes it like even stevens its like completely neutral now so my nothing feeling is not so off

Obviously there are bigger long term gains than losses, its helped me grow alot and it sets u up for life, like the gains stay

Did you do that horrible thing as part of this?

It was so fcuking harsh for a long time, and in some horrible and sacred ways.

I dont know what to think or feel

[AlexKid]

Well I guess Vicky or someone can contact me on face book if you want to end the gas lighting, and give more details.

I guess I dont have to do anything.

But yea obvious massive sticking points so ud need to contact me

[AlexKid]

I miss every thing u say walking by u need to shout louder

[AlexKid]

i think u said have a go, but while i want to i fcuking cant for so many reasons, tough luck for me